Why I don't go to music concerts

I bet my January 2010 was more eventful than yours.

On January 2nd I was married to my best friend Jessica White Niebolt, we're waiting till the end of March to do our honeymoon so we came home back to Roseville the next day. That week was fun, I began to realize and see what God is doing in my church and the music ministry there. January 11th came and Jessica developed a serious pain in her lower right side that no one can figure out still, and since then we've been on shaky ground. We just got out of the hospital right now because of some problems that are connected to this unknown that's going on with her.

Traditionally, once a married couple is married, the first couple months are supposed to be spent in near bliss, spending time with each other and learning to live with each other and enjoying this new bond that they have. Apparently God loves us so much that He's decided to put that time on hold for us, as we wait on Him and deal with this situation and wait for the remedy. Please don't mistake my dialouge as sarcastic, I'm just tired and frustrated at not knowing the answers right now. Please keep praying that God delivers a miracle and that Jessica is not in pain anymore.


Flyleaf's new Cd Memento Mori has been getting me through these past weeks. I thought their first CD was good, but this CD is universes apart. It's so good, I cry. Seriously. It's that beautiful. Which I've discovered is why I don't go to concerts; the sheer raw power and beauty of the music makes me cry. Or the music is so bad it makes me cry. Usually it's the former.


God's been blessing the music ministry at the church I'm at right now. He's been blessing us as a church, there's lots of things that He's revealed the plan on. Makin me dig deep and search the Word. Makin me dig deep and carve out beautiful songs, both mine and others. I love music.


Hope your 2010 is goin well...mine's filled with mixed blessings and patience so far. Keep praying for Jessica, thanks.